you always find a way to destroy a perfect day. if only someone could step into one day of this insanity.
take a look around you
you have people that care for you, people that make you smile.
you have memories of the past and the future that is yet to come.
you can’t let one person make you forget that.
Things aren’t gonna be easy but thats what makes life so beautiful & i’m ready to embrace that beauty.
i’m always gonna wish
that i had a shot at you and me.
but i got scared and did what i always do, walk away.
& it hurts cause for once i was really letting myself open up.
but thats not what you wanted anyway. no one ever wants to really get to know me.
i ache for closeness, but thats the one thing ive never felt my whole life.
i don’t even get that from my own family. theres a hole inside of me waiting to be filled.
So future, wherever you are, please come quick. i running out of hope & i just want a glimpse of love.
i beg you.
